I used to have a friend, very close one.
We talked for 5 hours, remembrance of our past, details, and wishes
She was crying badly, sadly.
I could not help her, was not willing to love her anymore.
It was 2001.

Another friend of mine was so sad and upset.
He talked to me, explaining his feelings and wishes for love.
He was mad, knowing I have no emphaty.
He expected that i will be in such circumstances, someday, one day.
It was May 2004.

I was so turned upside down, things go round on my mind.
I could hardly sleep, even not eat for weeks.
Dissapointed, sad, betrayed, weak, love, missing ...
I am a looser.
At least i know, i was, am really in love, and it is a deep one.
It was Lebaran. It was Saturday afternoon, 2005.