Curiousity kills the cat, i have heard that. But dont know why suddenly i already in this game. Lets say its a mind game, dangerous game, a friend said. Mainly because i was so curious on how things going. For a revenge? May be, but its more voyeur i guess, monitoring hows thing thriving, blooming. So i was in contact with several person in a network. Nobody knows me, while i talked to them separately, and they told me whatever 'oh so details'.

Aahh good, its just over finally. Is it? I dont know for sure. I stay away from 2 of them. Frankly speaking, my mind cant stay still. Its still wandering. And even i will just smile when (if) i meet the brain of this game, and doing my best not even a word i spit it out about this chronicles. Tell you later how i handle this, if i finally meet.

And today, if i got an offer to get back, i can be sure and boldly jilting, fending. Yes, i feels better lately, today. A month after. No more blood and cry, its recovering. My think piece is after all rebound on my own good, back on track to be free. Yet after another level of experience. No, no regreting, pas du tout. Contrawise, so grateful for all this.

Meanwhile getting ready for Christmas, i got several invitation to spend christmas with. Den Haag, Hasselt, family dinner, or dinner in Brussels. I didnt decide anything yet. Wish this exams soon be over, so that i can do a lots of revenge of fun.

I ain't gonna die, I ain't gonna cry
I won't wear my heart out on my sleeve
You can take the car, but you won't break my heart
Oh and darlin' turn the lights out when you leave

I ain't gonna shake, I ain't gonna break
I ain't gonna fall down on my knees
So if everything's been said I'm heading back to bed
heading back to bed
Oh and darlin' turn the lights out when you leave