Rada shock baca sms Nui yang murka dengan segala sumpah serapah khas cheapy gak penting itu. Dia lagi bermasalah dengan pekerjaan dan teman, karena kawan prianya. Dan dia kesel banget karena gue gabisa menemuinya di Antwerp. Katanya, elu tuh temen yang gak bisa diandelin. Ouchh!
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Minggu ini di kelas lagi ngebahas soal hubungan: tentang menikah, harem, perceraian, wanita karir, puisi cinta, samenwonen, dll. Lumayan hidup obrolannya, karena ini topik yang cukup membumi. Salah satu pertanyaan terakhir kemarin adalah, setujukah kamu terhadap saran untuk menjaga kelangsungan hubungan dengan cara mengurangi romantisme dan ilusi. Atau gampangnya, jadi lebih rasional deh.
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I got it, thanks
Though some said that’s what friends are for, I firmly said to myself, why should bothering others. Friends, even lover, I didn’t expect much. I believe that they will help me whenever possible, I guess. If they’re not available, then its just it. So I have to face whatever I have to. Ok, when its dealing with emotional feeling, its not that simple. But for me, still, I would prefer to hold on my logic, though sometimes its hurt. Oh, one of my days. So drama queen, eh?
You see, I realize I cannot possessing others, even if we are so much in love (mungkin ini bedanya, antara married sama janda dan anak orang). What we do is just sharing some moments and interest, but not owning others life. I have my own goal, you have your own. At the very moment we are walking hand in hand, with love. At least till now.
I cant imagine if my love will stickin with me whenever, wherever. Think I will never do anything (haha, new romance maklum dong). So, prefer we give some times for each other. Like doing what you have to do yourself when you’re single. I want, I want to be open 24 hours for my love. But I am not a gas station, nor McDs. Don’t make me as an excuse not to do what youve gotta do. Though sometimes its feels great, fun to runaway out of your days for a rendezvous. Thrilling! But I wont ruin tomorrows because of that.
Do I want to have my lover? Honestly, YES. But the mean time, I also realize several others consequences (for another discussions). Remember that ex-girl (girls, better not to mention her name!) always said that I prefer getting in thru windows and not the door, in other words, no commitment. Is she right? I am not sure. One thing I know, I do what I know and comforting me due to my circumstances. And I am not forcing you to be with me for that. And if we can have the understanding, then fine, welcome. So, my final statement then, as long as we are still special for each other in any way, apart from those main priority things, then we have it. Once I live, I dont want to live in vain for others feeling.
Don’t know why I became more and more individualist, if you think so. I just cant have the idea that people so depending. Not that i am so strong, and need no help from others. I said, just understand how Venus think and talk. Or try to use the only language, understanding. And I am quite happy, we both can speak in that language so far.
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Minggu ini di kelas lagi ngebahas soal hubungan: tentang menikah, harem, perceraian, wanita karir, puisi cinta, samenwonen, dll. Lumayan hidup obrolannya, karena ini topik yang cukup membumi. Salah satu pertanyaan terakhir kemarin adalah, setujukah kamu terhadap saran untuk menjaga kelangsungan hubungan dengan cara mengurangi romantisme dan ilusi. Atau gampangnya, jadi lebih rasional deh.
***
I got it, thanks
Though some said that’s what friends are for, I firmly said to myself, why should bothering others. Friends, even lover, I didn’t expect much. I believe that they will help me whenever possible, I guess. If they’re not available, then its just it. So I have to face whatever I have to. Ok, when its dealing with emotional feeling, its not that simple. But for me, still, I would prefer to hold on my logic, though sometimes its hurt. Oh, one of my days. So drama queen, eh?
You see, I realize I cannot possessing others, even if we are so much in love (mungkin ini bedanya, antara married sama janda dan anak orang). What we do is just sharing some moments and interest, but not owning others life. I have my own goal, you have your own. At the very moment we are walking hand in hand, with love. At least till now.
I cant imagine if my love will stickin with me whenever, wherever. Think I will never do anything (haha, new romance maklum dong). So, prefer we give some times for each other. Like doing what you have to do yourself when you’re single. I want, I want to be open 24 hours for my love. But I am not a gas station, nor McDs. Don’t make me as an excuse not to do what youve gotta do. Though sometimes its feels great, fun to runaway out of your days for a rendezvous. Thrilling! But I wont ruin tomorrows because of that.
Do I want to have my lover? Honestly, YES. But the mean time, I also realize several others consequences (for another discussions). Remember that ex-girl (girls, better not to mention her name!) always said that I prefer getting in thru windows and not the door, in other words, no commitment. Is she right? I am not sure. One thing I know, I do what I know and comforting me due to my circumstances. And I am not forcing you to be with me for that. And if we can have the understanding, then fine, welcome. So, my final statement then, as long as we are still special for each other in any way, apart from those main priority things, then we have it. Once I live, I dont want to live in vain for others feeling.
Don’t know why I became more and more individualist, if you think so. I just cant have the idea that people so depending. Not that i am so strong, and need no help from others. I said, just understand how Venus think and talk. Or try to use the only language, understanding. And I am quite happy, we both can speak in that language so far.
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