So many email, text messages, calls, comments.
Read a reply email right before (I think, i will) leaving for a midnight mass in Brussels Cathederal,

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Dari hatiku yang
terdalam aku berharap Ko Paul sukses dan
bahagia selalu. Btw, selamat natal dan tahun baru
ya. GBU.

Remind me of days behind.
Comforting, after all.
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Christmas eve of a single foreign student.